"I’m really happy only when I’m on my own. Even being alone, it’s better than sitting next to a lover and feeling lonely. It’s not so easy for me to be all romantic. You start off that way and after you’ve been screwed over a few times, you forget about all your delusional ideas and you just take what comes into your life. That’s not even true I haven’t been screwed over, I’ve just had too many blah relationships. They weren’t mean, they cared for me, but there were no real connection or excitement. At least not from my side."